i think i know why i’ve been feeling the way that i’ve been feeling.. and it’s because things are changing in my life. for the good or for the bad, i’m not quite sure.. but hopefully, it’s for the better. better things come to those who wait, and i’ve been waiting for something good to happen to me for so long. tonight, carlos and i are going to go out and have another night of fun together.. we’re probably going to do the usuals.. go out to eat and drink, shop and talk about random things that is currently happening with our lives. i seriously don’t know what i would do without him, he’s makes me really happy and i forget about the crazy and dumb things in my life. carlos is my saviour, love my bro.
today, i woke up without a feeling as i got ready and off i went. carlos picked me up and we headed to yorkdale, from there we roamed the streets of downtown toronto looking or a place to eat. i ended up going to wild wings and i ate this really hot spicy hotdog stuffed in a burrito thing.. never again. my ass exploded when i got home.. lol, to much information.. but any who.. i ended up buying new docs, a bunch of new MAC lipsticks, new face primer and more lipstick from makeup forever. carlos and i then headed back to yorkdale and went back to whitebridge were we made a pit stop at colossus to watch battlefield before dropping my ass home. i just finished cleaning my room and i’m satisfied. my family from philly are coming down after i’m off work tomorrow, so i’m pretty sure we’re going to do some house activities or someshit.. blah blah. not really feeling the whole blogging thing anymore to be honest, and i’ve been hiding a lot of emotions back, just because i really don’t want to look back at this post and regain consciousness from posts that can and will possibly make me sad again.. better to conceal than reveal. well, time to make an attempt at falling asleep before three.. until then.
work was not too good today, minus the crazy sales i did today. i really disliked the end of the night where i had to throw out the garbage and stay until twelve in the morning. yea, i got home not too too long ago, and i managed to forget that a eleven year old called me hot, and some fourteen year old called me a MILF. if you think that’s disturbing.. try having an old man touching your ass while getting a picture with you. i had fans come up to me today to say hi, and i got that “hey, aren’t you that rapper’s girlfriend?”.. i laughed it off and added “EX-girlfriend and you are correct!”. the only thing that kept my spirit up was the big mac james got for me, and the cigarettes i had.. can’t go wrong with pink cigarettes. i’m still not sleeping properly and i’ve been having issues with my back.. it hurts a lot. i’m not myself lately and i really want things to go back to normal. as of now, my normal is basically flirting with my gay guy friends, just to make it seem like i really have something going on with people.. but yeah, i don’t think it’s working well. but any who, it’s one-forty-nine in the morning and i should get some sleep.. hopefully i do get some tonight. well.. until then.
it’ 3:00am on the dot and i’m obviously still up.. haven’t got much sleep since i got back home a week ago. i spent two days and a night in toronto with my cousin just to get her ready for her prom. it was nice to catch up on the monthly gossip and see her environment, because frankly, it was m first time sleeping over at her place in over ten years. we went grocery shopping at night and got some night munchies after i did her pre-prom-makeup. we watched two moves as we drink coolers, ahha. a girl’s night to be honest! i got her and her friend’s all dolled up today and i’m proud to say that my cousin won prom princess of 2012! i’m very smiley today.. but that’s about it for this late night post. i have work in the morning, and until then!
i just got home from the beach, and man was it fun.. well, except the travelling i mean. oh shit i forgot about my hot chocolate. alright, back to writing my tonight.. my good friend carlos came to my house and picked my brother and i up to head down to yorkdale, where we then subwayed down to woodbine and took a bus to lakeshore. oh man, it was super packed. getting on the beach was hectic because there were people everywhere, not to mention there was no phone service because everyone was texting and calling their friends to find them. i got sand in my toms, and my get are currently shit brown. i met up with my friends, talked for a bit before fireworks began. apparently prince charles and his wife were less than 50 meters away from where i was sitting. fireworks were beautiful.. but what was not beautiful.. the aftermath of getting off the beach. thousands of people headed to the exit. if you looked took a sample of man’s semen, looked at it through a microscope.. that’s what it looked like.. a bunch of running people trying to find the prized egg. it was horrible. it took me an hours walk to get to the subway station, then subway ride to yorkdale where carlos parked his car. we drove to tim hortons to get hot chocolate and here i am.. drinking my hot chocolate.. very good day. :)
cramming time.. it’m leaving for vacation now. i’m currently skyping with my best friend and it’s nice to see that he’s happy with everything in his life. i love his smile.. i’m going to miss you homie. love you bro. :)
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good afternoon. so yesterday, i spent the entire day with my bestfrien russell. we rolled around in bed, we had real conversations, and just did random things around the house.. like always. today was a sad day because a family pet passes away today, and i wanted to be around the family to comfort russ’ little sister. once she got out of school, russ and i took her to the mall.. got her a one direction cd and come ice-cream. we met up with our friends and we just had random conversations. what killed me today was seeing my friend’s little baby girl deep throat a water bottle and leaving behind saliva, i mean, she’s only four months old and her teeth are growing in. hmm.. we headed back to russ’ house and there he surprised me with a new pandora charm! cute shit. i’ve always wanted the swarovski crystal loubies, so russ got me the little pump pandora dangle for my bracelet. it’s a goodbye present for my vacation, but yeah.. thought it was super cute! went home.. yeah dee dah. i might have work today, but if not.. i will start packing for vacation!!
last vlog with my bestie before i go on vacation!
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it was great hanging out with my friends, plaitwrights, yesterday, as they jammed out and practice for their upcoming gig on may 2nd. i’m a little sad considering i’m going to be on vacation and i won’t get to see them perform their very own show. well.. i’m back to packing because in nine days, i’m going to be on vacation.. woooo.
work was alright yesterday. i mean, it was disgusting to shop in my area, but i managed to keep it tamed during my shift. i worked with three new people, and they were really nice.. i enjoy their company because they’re cool. uh.. after work i went to all-stars with dionne, archana and carlos. for some odd reason the calamari sucked ass and i got itis after eating four wings. yeah dee dah, that’s about for yesterday.. i’m going to head over to angela’s house in a bit to do some jamming.
i thought i had a morning shift today.. turns out i have an afternoon shift. so, i spent two hours in the mall with my mom. my mom went crazy with her shopping, and my manager had an interest in my mom’s stack of money. of course, this manager cut my hours in half and i’m getting shitty shifts.. woomp woomp, i’m quitting. after shopping, we headed downtown because my mom wanted a hair cut, so i paid a visit to my friend xylk, who i’m madly in love with. we headed to his barber and man, that place was fucking awesome on a different degree. so, we went thrifting and whatnot until my mom called me to go.. and here i am.. waiting for this shift to start.
well, i got another job offering today.. and this is for a new store that’s opening up in the mall. it’s a store that caters to eyewear, specifically sunglasses and i’m pretty hyped about this job. oh, not to mention my favourite co-workers are quitting the same time as me because we’re all getting hired at the same place! all thanks to an old co-worker who quit this shit hole a while back.. thank you GOD for showing me the light.
